so...it's been awhile since i posted a journal...the main reason is because i lost internet and just got it back this month...a lot has gone on in that time...i got dumped by my fiance, dated another guy and then he lied to me and his girlfriend he has now so i dumped him so now im hatin love cuz it always screws my life up...but i met someone and i may be fallin in love with them...

I just got back from the lake...Deam Lake to be more specific.....

my boyfriend/fiance and his family took me....when i got in the car he gave me a bag that had Japanese candy in it (how awesome is that?)and it had the pair of earrings that he bought when he was out of town....they're HIM guitar pick earrings....

okay....i know its been FOREVER since i've written a journal...but i really have nothin to write about....except since summer got here...


soooooo....the love of my life asked me to marry him a couple weeks ago...and of course i said yes...but a friend of mine is calling us "love-drunkenly-ignorant" and i dont know what to do...i love him more than life itself....but im only 16....i dont regret saying yes, but my parents would never let me say i was engaged...

so i haven't decided whether or not i love or hate life...i guess i love it AND hate it...

i love it because it brought me and the love of my life together...but i hate it because i cant really openly express the fact that im engaged to him....

1) Post these rules.
2)Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3) At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people andn post their icons on the same journal.
4) Go tot their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5) No tag-backs.


(un) i'm very hyper all the time (even when im tired)

(deux)i strongly dislike people who mispell things on purpose

(trois)i have 2 sisters and a brother(all younger and very annoying)

(quatre)my favorite animal is a horse

(cinq)my favorite color is purple

(six)i fricken love Tokio Hotel (Bill is just sooo adorable)

(sept)i love Christian Siriano (he's just so FIERCE!!)

(huit)I LOVE DEVIANTART!!!!

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most of my drawings are done primarily drawn out of boredom and are not all that well-drawn...if you dont like them let me know...